i am sorry it has been so long since i have been here, i know it has been far to long. But it was so hard for me to come here. But i promise that from now on no matter what i am am going to come here as much as i can. it's been a full year now and it really seems no easyer and seems that you have been gone for a lot longer. your never far from my thoughts and everyday i wonder what you look like. Wonder what you would be up to. And really just wish that you where here with me, i would love to hug and kiss you and do all that stuff that mothers do. I miss you like mad, and love you all so much.