Lindsay Carter is my daughter. Lindsay was the baby i had always wanted and dreamt about. Lindsay is very much loved and terrably missed by her mum and nan. The day i found out that i was pregnant with you was the happest day of my life, a day i thought would never happen to me, i always thought that nothing good ever happend to me. That day i was proved wrong. You where the one good thing to happen to me You mayed me the happest person alive. Out of all the hurt i had you mayed it disapear in the blink of an eye, you where all i could think about. You mayed me feel alive again. For the first time ever i knew what real love was and what real love felt like. At that point i understood compleatly how it felt to really love, something i had never really experienced before. Not real love at least. You mayed me feel whole and compleate. I needed nothing eles now i was expecting you. Then to find out that you were a twin was an unreal feeling it mayed you even more special then you already where. But then you where both taken away from me. That day my heart broke, i felt nothing inside, because most of me died with you both in that hospital. What would i do without you? Why where you taken away from me?. Was it my fault?. had i done something wrong?. Where questions running through my mind. The one good thing to ever happen to me gone quicker then the speed of light. Life without you will never be the same again without you here, i will never be the same without out you here with me. I will never know love again without you. Words can not express what you mean to me. Now all that is left to say is : I will never stop loving you. I will never stop thinking of you. I miss you so much and i love you more then anything. Untill the day we meet in my heart you will stay my lovely, wonderful , special daughter. A memory page of Lindsay's twin can be found at http://Adam.Carter.muchloved.com